Erik Sandelin
"Feet don't fail me now, feet don't fail me know" I keep repeating to
myself while I closely scan the rock for a possible weakness where to
put my right foot. I am in the middle of a gigantic slab on Saddle Rock
in Joshua Tree. Looking down I can't see the last bolt, just the rope
disappearing over the last bulge, and looking up there's nothing, just
the rock and the blue sky. I know that the routes at Joshua Tree can
have a bit of runout but this is ridiculous!! Torger, my belayer,
assures me that there is an anchor up there. " I hope you are right" I
say and precariously move up on my right foot. 50 feet and several
prayers later I can finally see the anchors. Carefully, I make the last
few moves to the anchors. "Saved!!". Soon Torger joins me at the belay,
smiling as always. Despite the runout, I have to once again give his
route selecting skills highest marks. After a brief rest Torger suggest
that if we hurry down, we can climb headstone rock before sunset. Two
rappels bring us down to the ground. After a short drive to Bryant
campground we step out of the car and I get a view of headstone rock.
Perched on the edge of a cliff is a gigantic boulder which looks like it
might topple over the edge at any moment. Half an hour later Torger is
halfway up the outrageously exposed southwest arete of the boulder. The
sun has just disappeared behind the mountains, and one by one the stars are
lighted on the clear desert sky. "Life is good" I think to
myself and reflect upon how I ended up here...
Looking for a place with great climbing to do my postdoc at, I didn't
hesitate twice when I got a fellowship for a postdoc at Stanford University.
Having spent the last year on partying and finishing my Ph.D., climbing
had highest priority when I arrived in early December. Surfing the web I
found out about Rock Rendezvous' Christmas party, and 4 days after
arriving in California I had found a partner who wanted to spend the
Christmas climbing with me in Joshua Tree!! Not only that, this guy
turns out to be a good chef, entertaining story teller, fond of whiskey
and, above all, he only shows me five stars routes!!! I must have a
lucky star!!
"This looks easy", I think to myself as Torger sails up the crack of
"Double Cross" on our first day. 15 minutes later I am sweating and
cursing as I try to figure out how to hand jam the !#$%& Crack. Arriving
at the belay I am painfully conscious about my lack of crack climbing
skills. In an attempt to immediately make up for this, I set logic
reasoning aside and volunteer to lead "Dogleg" which is a harder crack
climb than "Double Cross"!! My determination to become a solid crack
climber takes me up the sparsely protected start and the lower part of
the crack, but when the crack steepens, I suddenly feel weak and feeble,
and after a few futile attempts to surmount this obstacle, I hand over
the sharp end to Torger, who, once again, just sails up the crack.
Several five star routes later it is noon at Christmas day and
unfortunately Torger has to drive home for work. Captivated by the
beautiful desert and the excellent climbing I decide to stay a couple
of more days. I reason that with so many climbers around it must be
possible to find a new partner and somebody who can give me a ride
home. Using the noteboard at the campground I soon find a Canadian
climber called Ugo who is willing to share his tent and stove with me.
Unfortunately a nasty leader fall has put Ugo out of action for a couple
of days, but a phone call get me in touch with a french climber, Yves.
He is spending the holidays in Palm Springs and we arrange to go
climbing the next day. Yves turns out to be a good climber, but
unfortunately our personalities don't match each over. Although we do
some really nice slab climbs at Echo Cove I realize I can't stand Yves.
He talk's too much, he only wants to do bolted climbs, and when he says
"yes" it don't means "yes, I understand" but rather "yes, the sound
waves from your mouth have reached my ears". So, during the whole day I
prepare myself mentally for telling Yves that I don't want to climb
with him the next day. But by the end of the day when I am finally
ready to tell him we meet a lone climber who has just arrived from a
trip to Mt. Whitney, and somehow Yves and he decide to go climbing
together the next day. "Saved!!".
The next day is the 28th, my birthday and Ugo's!! Ugo realize that his
knee has still not recovered from the fall so he decides that he will
head back to his girlfriend in Canada, but first he wants to see
Yosemite. I reason that if I go with Ugo to the vicinity of Yosemite it
should be easy to catch a bus or hitch hike back home to Palo Alto, so
we end up celebrating our birthday with a long drive along the Sierras.
After spending the night in the car on a pullout along the highway, by
noon the next day we arrive in a small town called Jackson on the west
side of the Sierras. Here our ways part, so I say goodbye to Ugo and
try to find a bus service.
Here my luck is greater. I only have to wait for 10 minutes before a
white sports car pulls up. A young man tells me to put my rucksack in
the trunk and then to climb in throw the window on the passenger's side.
"The door is broken" he explains. He tells me that he pulled up when he
saw me because he knows from his own experiences how hard it is to
hitchhike. I thank him for his consideration and we start talking. Greg
turns out to be a 21 year old guy working for the coroner office in San
Joaquin county. His job is to pick up dead bodies in the county, which
mean 8 to 25 per day, and to make sure that EVERY part of the body goes
into the body bag. He gladly tells me about his assignments, like his
first assignment when he had to take care of a woman who had shot
herself in the head, and Greg had to pick pieces of her brain from the
walls. When I ask him how he can stand his job he just tells me "It's
cool!". He continues to tell me about how he once had to walk a mile
down the railroad tracks to find the head of a woman who had thrown
herself in front of the train. During this story his 5 year old son in
the backseat interrupts with curious questions: "Dad, was her arms also
cut off ?". "Yes, my son". "Dad, was her eyes cut off too ?". "No, you
stupid!!". "He watches too many horror movies" Greg explains to me.
Finally Greg drops me of at the Greyhound station in Stockton where I
quickly find A bus to San Jose, and a couple of hours later I am finally
at home in my apartment where I find a note from my Landlady's sister
telling me that I have to leave the apartment as soon as possible.Last Update 2001-06-20